Where is my life going? See I don’t really know, right now I am along for the ride. I know what I would like. I would like to raise a God-fearing family, but more then that I want to impact the world, not necessarily on a huge scale, not even to the point where people may remember my name. What I do want them to remember is what I was able to do for them, or how I cared about them. At the end of the day, I can figure out how to get what I need, but some of what I need is to be able to help someone.
I am blessed because that is something that I get to do daily because of my work. I get to help people help students whose lives will change the world, and the people they encounter. I am not the kind of person who wants to get up and talk in front of thousands of people. I could write what the person is going to say to them or walk though the process with them before they stand up there. Even more likely I will be an instrument in how they can actually reach everyone. At the end of the day I know what I do matters to someone, and yet I may never have to interact with that someone.
I love to work with people and at the same time I love to do work for people that they may never notice and I am ok with that. I can’t tell you why that is something that I take joy in, maybe I saw too much of the “Look what I am doing for you” or something.
I have dreams of becoming a world class photographer, a published writer, and would love to produce music, I don’t care if anyone remembers who I am, but if they are entertained by my writing, or are soothed by a photo they have placed where they need it, or if they are in love with the music they are listening to, it would be incredible to be a part of it, and at the same time walk up to them, and have them never realize I was responsible for that art, or what ever it is that is in their life.
God has and will continue to place me where I will be most effective for His will, I just need to be open to hearing His call and allow for myself not to get in the way of the end product.